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Look with Love

Jesus face

The Lord turned and looked straight at Peter. Then Peter remembered the word the Lord had spoken to him. Luke 22:61

The Greek word for “looked straight at” in this verse is emblepo. It literally means “to observe fixedly” or “to discern clearly.” In other words, Jesus gazed upon Peter fully, knowing him through and through. At first this might seem to be a scary thought, Jesus looking right at us and knowing all our faults and missteps. But there is a certain added depth to this verb that can give us comfort. When Jesus looks at Peter and “discerns clearly,” he sees a man who is many things—a disciple, a friend, a husband, a fisherman, but also a sinner. And Jesus in his complete gaze sees it all and in his great love, still has compassion on Peter. He already knew that he would forgive the repentant Peter for his denials of him. He already knew that Peter would become the greatest orator of the story of salvation in Jesus and one of the most widespread sharers of the Gospel message throughout the known world.

When Jesus looks at us, he does so in the same way. He sees our triumphs and our failures, our strengths and our weaknesses, our service to him and our sins. He looks at it all and still loves us, still forgives us, still calls us to spread the Good News for him. As St. Paul reminds us, “Let each of you remain in the condition in which you were called” (1 Corinthians 7:20). Through Christ we can see in ourselves what he holds dear and focus on that.

Charcoal Fire

fire

Now the slaves and the guards were standing around a charcoal fire that they had made, because it was cold, and were warming themselves. Peter was also standing there keeping warm. John 18:18

When they climbed out on shore, they saw a charcoal fire with fish on it and bread. Jesus said to them, “Bring some of the fish you just caught.” John 21:9-10

There are only two places where a charcoal fire is mentioned in Scripture. Think about when these charcoal fires occur: Once in a courtyard outside of Jesus’ trial, where Peter denies Jesus three times. And then once on a beach where the risen Jesus asks Peter three times if he loves him.

This detail linking the two scenes is no accident. We are meant to draw a clear connection: We may sin (like Peter did by the first fire), but we are still forgiven (as Peter was by the second fire). How is that possible? Because of what happened between those two fires, which is the suffering, death and resurrection of Jesus.

Think of these two fires the next time you light a charcoal fire in your fire pit or start up your grill to cook dinner or smell a neighbor’s charcoal fire burning. We are blessed by Jesus to be warmed by his love and nourished by his Word, no matter how cold or harsh we have been to him in the past. Jesus always gives us a second chance (as he did with Peter).